Friday, 9 March 2012

What travelling does to me


I have always wanted to write while am travelling because the view of everything just fills me with words. A childhood dream to write on the road odd or weird its just me. I love travelling when I was small I used to make up stories in my mind and close my eyes and watch the story unfold in my mind or I would stare out and look at the trees, the maize growing the shops we passed and everything just had me thinking about it. Its very interesting the way human beings are. There is always something that calms one down for me its travelling though at times it brings out my emotions. Travelling is magical to me. I love the way it is just me and my thoughts and the motion passing kids who give you something to think about or make you remember the olden days. Seeing couples walking others doing business when travelling its like you are on the outside looking at the world. It feels me with so much. Maybe that’s  what I should do in life be a travelling something. It’s a job I love and I have been preparing for it since I was a toddler.




Chepkanga. The land I belong and grew up.
 Where the wind is so strong that it talks.
 When angry the wind shouts.
when happy it whispers and the trees sway gently to its voice.
where people are warm and welcoming
where people are gossips and know everything about all residents
where it seldom changes
ten years ago and today all things are same
people are born and grow up and move on.
where the skies are so blue
and matatus so rare
people gladly squeeze to make space for a neighbor
chepkanga the place that never changes and the place I grew up.

Thursday, 15 December 2011

ALL,S WELL THAT END,S WELL.

Its all I can say on this beatiful day as I mark the end of my 1st semester as a second year. Goodbye AUGUST SEMESTER 2011! GOODBYE 2011!!!!
THINGS THAT HAVE LEFT A MARK ON ME THIS SEMESTER.
1. Photography
Dear photography you made me love you and then hate you. I have loved you ever since I could remember but getting to know you changed that. You made me cry, you gave me sleepless nights and now am just happy to let you go... for now. Just know al b back for you and I will conquer you coz though u have stressed me I still love you.
2. My break up.
I will be single for a very very long while because once beaten twice thrice shy.
3.

Monday, 14 November 2011

time for time...

Its time I stopped being lazy and started writting some more.
Time has passed since and my love for writing has decreased over the years (odd I know). When I was in class five I used to write short stories based on the greek myth stories I had read thankfully because my classmates had not read about them they were so impressed by those stories. I guess that was the beginning and since then stories have flowed and my hand has written them down but my laziness has never let me finish the stories.
 In class eight my inspiration was the baby sitter books my own gang of friends dealing with teenage issues, school issues, group issues and home issues. I dreamt lots of things and shortly wrote my dreams  down.

I am a person who loves travelling because I wont get  bored in the matatu I think of too many things and make up a lot more things. My mind becomes my world and I get lost in it.
Back to time highschool a confession I hated reading anything without an interesting storyline thats why I spent so much time in the library and still failed chemistry, biology, pyhsics you get the drill.
I read and re read novels like  pride and the prejudice, little women and s.e hinstons books wah dont I miss those days.
I wrote stories only when I had serious writing and reading to do.In the middle of reading chemistry I would get an idea of a girl who has been living her mum's life and her grandmother's life. She was Cheru born to Washu granddaughter of Adhu. She read her mother's diary and realized all the major events in her life had happened just as in her mothers life. Was she content knowing what she would end up as when she would marry and how she would die??
Oops where was I? Yea my writing during preps and when doing an assingment for some reason ideas came just when I dnt need them. During the holidays I would take the writings hoem and show them with pride to everyone at home. They were what I had to show off.
I guess that's why after form four the writing career in media seemed the natural way to go to this day am not convinced it was the right path but I guess all only know for sure when I have gained some recognition from a professional which I am kind of afraid of doing.
Bottom line is I will keep writing for me for you maybe professionally maybe not but Chinua Achebe rank here I come :)

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

My 5 STRONGHOLDS.

Dear Ima,
           How are you and how is life this days its been 9 yaers since we last talked you were the best friend I ever had. I know I have
used the word were thats because so many things have changed since those days.Life went on and I found people who will be with me forever yeah yeah I know you would have been 1 of them if you were still here. Let me tell you about them from the very begining
it was in 2003 and I was going to a new school the tension and everything else was there. So was  a D  and a SH and a SHA and a L and a H
friends good friends then I dnt know how good. They helped me through those last 3 years and wwwwwaaaaahhh dnt we have a lot of fun in our own way. The 1st part of life ended and we went our different ways because life had to go on and we had to meet all the other awesome poeple who would change us in small ways.
          Yeah we met them and met them people who were with us in the second phase of life and personaly my new friends were just great and helpful with a shoulder to cry on as I went through everything and everything is a LOT the tears I shed the laughter everything!!!
Then we finished that phase of life and met again and believe it or not picked up from where we stopped we went on as if we had never been apart.Ima  I cant say all we have been through together special times with each one of them they know everything  av been through since this year begun.
           I have found friends who are more than friends they are sister and more than sisters they are my best friends!!!!!!!!!! Ilove them soooooo much and know we always will be there 4 each other. Ima they are Deee my namesake, Sha,Sheila,Lisa and Hilda!!!!!
          Ima al break it all down for you another day al tell u all about my days!!! Today av told you about my strongholds they were sent by God to be there for me heheheh.

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

I B ME

I write coz I love,
I cry coz I hurt,
I cry 2 coz I love,
I b coz I am,
I smile coz of life,
I wish coz of wants,
I pray coz of needs,
I pray coz of pain,
I pray for love,
I pray for u,
I pray for me,
I pray to fill an emptyness,
I eat to add,
I eat to love,
I study to live,
I enjoy to laugh,
I confuse coz I can,
Then I smile coz am me,
I fill joy coz I have all I need.
I am thankful to Him, to you, to me!!!

DAISY DEADLIEST DAMN AWESME DESKY!!!!

Now this one is yours and I promise totry to say the truth just as I see it. We were forced together by fate that made you lose 2 deskys and me be tricked out of my place but it was for the best. You be a strong strong person with ambition and determination and I love the way you view the world. The way we were talking about careers and being rich hehe the passion you had...
The way you made fun of me and umm unajua to and the way I did the same with Nyakundi ;) (know you knw who am talking about) but anyway you kept me laughing you were there for me when I cried and we made such a unique friendship that al always regret not being there for you in may 2010.
Histo teacher loving you and you always finding a way to! The way we talked of our families and venye we husema stories you always kept me glued listening. Then tunasema tunakuwa foccussed and we were for 10 minutes maximum.
Btw am sorry about the drawing that made Maina call us to his office!
I remeber a lot and we always be deskys tho life has taken us to different places and maybe we might not get what we had before but we still have memorires and all the time in the world to rekindle an awesome friendship. I love you soooo much!!!! 

Monday, 3 October 2011

AM STILL SMILING...

Its a Monday again and I always hate Mondays especially the fact that today I had to wake up at 6. I hate hate hate Mondays. Then I ended up missing my fave class for photography a developing something that turned black :(. I still love photography all in all.

Yesterday outside a club near Odeon was a young boy dancing. That boy had moves that would challenge a professional dancer. All the people in the club were cheering him on and when the music stopped ni vile we in Kenya otherwise he would have received a standing ovation. The people in the club began dropping cash down to the boy. He was very grateful that when a person gave him a shilling he thanked him like he hads been given a thousand but the look in that boys eyes when he danced were those of determination and joy. He is my inspiration for the week!!!!